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Suicide SqueezeSuicide Squeeze

Taylor Hooton, Rob Garibaldi, and the Fight against Teenage Steroid Abuse

William C. Kashatus

Narrated by Josh Berndt

Available from Audible

Book published by Temple University Press

Appearance- and performance-enhancing drugs—specifically, anabolic steroids (APEDs)—provide a tempting competitive advantage for amateur baseball players. But this shortcut can exact a fatal cost on talented athletes. In his urgent book Suicide Squeeze, William Kashatus chronicles the experiences of Taylor Hooton and Rob Garibaldi, two promising high school baseball players who abused APEDs in the hopes of attracting professional scouts and Division I recruiters. However, as a result of their steroid abuse, they ended up taking their own lives.

In Suicide Squeeze—named for the high-risk play in baseball to steal home—Kashatus identifies the symptoms and dangers of steroid use among teens. Using archival research and interviews with the Hooton and Garibaldi families, he explores the lives and deaths of these two troubled young men, the impact of their suicides on Major League Baseball, and the ongoing fight against adolescent APED use that their parents have been waging.

A passionate appeal to prevent additional senseless deaths by athletes, Suicide Squeeze makes an important contribution to debates on youth and sports and on public policy.

William C. Kashatus is the author of many books, including September Swoon: Richie Allen, the ’64 Phillies and Racial Integration.


Suicide Squeeze sends an important message to baseball’s youth and their parents. This book is about much more than the record-breaking, money, and ethics of the steroid era. Kashatus reveals how two families endured great tragedy and fought back—not only to change the game, but also to save a generation.”

—Johnny Bench, Hall of Fame catcher for the Cincinnati Reds, 1967-1983

“The 2005 Congressional Hearing on Steroids in Baseball was the catalyst for Major League Baseball to implement the nation’s toughest drug-testing program in professional sports. But what captured my attention most were the moving testimonies of Don Hooton and Denise Garibaldi, parents of sons who had turned to anabolic steroid use to achieve their ambitions as baseball players. William Kashatus’s integration of the tragic stories of Taylor Hooton and Rob Garibaldi with the most recent research on appearance- and performance-enhancing drugs appeals to both our hearts and our minds. Suicide Squeeze is a timely and important book for parents, coaches, teachers, and everyone who cares about our nation’s youth.”

—George J. Mitchell, U.S. Senator from Maine, 1980–1995, and author of Report to the Commissioner of Baseball of an Independent Investigation into the Illegal Use of Steroids and Other Performance E

Suicide Squeeze tells the compelling stories of Taylor Hooton and Rob Garibaldi—not only the tragic circumstances surrounding their deaths but also how they inspired Major League Baseball to join the fight against the use of steroids and other performance-enhancing substances among our youth. Together with the Hooton and Garibaldi families, Bill Kashatus has succeeded in putting a human face on this pressing national health issue.”

—Allan H. “Bud” Selig, Commissioner of Baseball, 1992–2015

Suicide Squeeze is a chilling account of undetected teenage steroid abuse that subjected two families to the greatest pain and horror any parent can imagine. It is a must-read for parents to fully understand that teenage steroid abuse is not limited to the athletes in the headlines.”

—Stephen Keener, President and CEO, Little League International

“The word gets tossed around a lot these days in political discourse, but for a baseball read that truly is 'chilling' turn to William C. Kashatus’ Suicide Squeeze, an examination of the very serious problem of steroid abuse by teenage ballplayers and other young athletes. To put a tragic face on this national health issue the author tells the stories of two young steroid abusers, one a high school baseball player named Taylor Hooton, and the second a college player named Rob Garibaldi; both of whom committed suicide.... (A)nyone who is a parent or coach of young ballplayers and anyone who cares about them should read this book carefully. It amounts to an irrefutable warning which must not be ignored.”

Spitball Magazine

Suicide Squeeze is the saddest sports book of the year and perhaps the most important.... Kashatus focuses on the tragic story of two teenagers who seemed like can't-miss prospects.... (who) lost everything, including their lives, with the risky and reckless use of performance-enhanding drugs.... This book needs to be read by every Little League, high school and college baseball coach around the country as well as the parents of millions of young athletes.”


“Kashatus, a historian, educator, and amateur baseball coach, investigates the tragic stories of two extremely talented young male student-athletes, Taylor Hooton and Rob Garibaldi, who abused anabolic steroids, supplements, and other appearance and performance-enhancing drugs (APEDs) to get bigger and stronger, and become better baseball players.... Kashatus thoroughly reviews student-use surveys, testing issues, and signs and symptoms of APED use and dependence, and makes important recommendations for parents, school administrators, legislators, and law enforcement. This work is strongly recommended for an array of readers. Summing Up: Highly recommended.”


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